rewind....

my niece VHREENA CANTORNA OBAS was born on November 12, 2004. she's beautiful. 7lbs 6oz. i've already fallen in love with her. thank you God for blessing my family with a healthy baby girl.

i met my penpal michael xiong who is actually steve's sailor buddy. yeah he's in the navy lol. really nice guy. we all hung out saturday (nov.13) cleo, steve, mike, and i. fun fun time. a really funfulfilled day.

on the last day of clinical, my clinical group along with tyler-evans' group went out to celebrate at Gumbeauxs. very fun time. especially hanging out with our professors. who knew a day like that would come. i'm glad i went. (even tho it wud cost me valuable study time).

took the pharmacology test yesterday, which suck stinky feet! i felt totally unprepared. i want to cry, get drunk, and pass out. i really really feel bad. sick to my stomach! damn!!

i love green tea. really calms me down. im having some right now! hee.

i lOok nerdy and i like it.

i dOn't like attracting attention (as most people can tell).

my sister nelle makes me do "crazy" things.

i stuffed my face with chicken, gravy, and stuffing (pre-turkey day minus the turkey).

i've been working on Ethina Jade's (Edelith and Noel's baby girl) Dedication invitations. theme: disney princesses.

studying is really annoying now.  the nusing theory class stresses me out and they say "you're suppose to be having fun." bah humbug.  i like clinical tho.

i'm already thinking of christmas...i think i'll decorate early this year.

i'm mourning the loss of my bunny. hamtaro is helping me get through this.

amongst the chaos my dear bunny has run away...rather hopped away. the yelling, the tears, the confusion, the terrible wind, and my tree in front yard blown down and dead. a dreadful rainy day. that was like a few days past. i've only noticed he was gone yesterday when my little sister told. benji bun bun's left a full bowl of his food and sad owners...i'm gona go door to door if my neighbors have seen him. i hope they did. i want him back. i'm planning to adopt more bunnies too. something to love and take care of. sadly benji bun buns didn't love me back, he had the nerve to run away...he was never mistreated...he lived uncaged in an open space in my back yard.

halloween tomorrow. scary movies....i really wanted to see the grudge...

i'm really scared this quarter. seems more quiet and lonesome to. screw it. i'm thinking "yes i can do it on my own!" we'll see. it's about time anyway.

time crisis. shooting animated characters (bad guys) is fun. but my trigger finger is aching. love this game.